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?? Excited ??

You might think I'm absolutely nuts for saying this but a part of me is actually looking forward to having the surgery!

Why in this world am I excited about having heart surgery you may ask?

Because I'm tired of being tired.

One good thing about the surgery is that I'm going to get my energy back!

At the moment I'm absolutely exhausted just getting through the day is taking a toll, I need a good 3-4 hour nap after doing household chores and everyday things.

Working was also a problem, getting through a full time 38 hour week was hard for me and I was just doing reception work. I'd come home and go straight to bed.

I'm looking forward to taking my dogs on a long walk without having to stop to catch my breath.

Sometimes I feel like I've been swimming under water for hours and need to come up to gulp the air, the chest pain that comes with that is horrible.

I honestly can't wait for that feeling to go away!!

Two weeks to go exactly today until surgey


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Anonymous said…
Will be great to see you full of energy again Georgie xx

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