This morning I started the antibacterial showers and twice daily nose oitment- I smell like I poured floor cleaner all over myself.

Just 4 days to go now. I didn’t sleep at all last night dreaming I was already in the hospital.
Nerves are kicking in but I’m in a good head space - ready for it to happen and start the recovery process.
I convinced my partner to let me have the dogs in bed for cuddles just for one night, after the surgery I can only lift 2-4kg for 10 weeks and my dogs are a lot heavier than that so squeezing in all the cuddles I can get .
I’m also eating all the good stuff I can get my hands on knowing I’ll loose my appetite for a while I’m stuffing my face while I can.
I’ve also going on a mad organising/ cleaning frenzy - I’ve cleaned curtains, cushions all the bed sheets including spares, organised bills and paper work. Hospital parking tickets which is $65 for 7 days ! Wheelchair hire, packed my ICU bag and ward bag. There won’t be a thing out of place when I get home and pretty sure I’ve thought of everything. I’m ready to go !
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